Monday, April 6, 2009
I miss you Mom-Mom so much, it's almost been a year next month and everyday I cry for you. I wish I could hear your voice, or feel your touch. I miss you so much. It seems like yesterday that I begged the Lord to keep you here, but I realized that I was being selfish to even ask the Lord to keep you in suffering. As soon as I accepted that you might leave me here, you left without notice. When you died I died, the world is a different place without you it even looks different. I am not the same and will never be the same, I can hear you Mom-Mom telling me... Alexis Mom-Mom will always be with you, don't cry you just don't have my body but you'll always have my spirit. I can hear you if I do something wrong... Alexis you better not! And my neck still gets warm like I'm in trouble. I miss my Mom-Mom more and more each day, and will never forget when the Lord took you away.
