Monday, April 6, 2009
There are so many things that I could say and even want to say. Because my mother's mom died when she was twelve, you were the only grandma I knew and grew up with on my mother's side. I am so appreciative for the memories we have had good and bad. You always called me your oldest grand. I miss you yelling at me acting like you were gonna hit me saying, "Don't get grown little girl". I remember one of our last conversations when you told me that you were tired and were ready to move. Thinking on that now, you may have known that you were getting ready to transition from your natural house to your spiritual home. I was just talking to my cousin and we were saying that all those times we used to get mad and angry now doesn't matter. If we really knew you were leaving us so soon and sudden there would have been so much more we would have said. My last song I sang to you was "Sometimes you have to encourage yourself" and that will be the last song sung at your funeral before the eulogy is done. I love you and always will.
